The thing that scares me the most besides drowning and fish (and I’m tired of talking about those fears) is not having at least one person in my life I can share everything with. I believe that friends are the most important part of your life because as humans friends are necessary emotionally. Not having a best friend terrifies me because it can make a person really lonely.
I guess what I’m really scared of is living when I don’t believe anyone cares enough about me to the point where I question whether my existence is worth anything to anyone else. There are/ have been times when I question whether or not anyone would care if I wasn’t there anymore, but I always get over it, realizing that there are always people who care. The thing that scares me the most is not being able to realize that.
The other thing that terrifies me the most is having a friend, or just a person in general, who feels that way and not doing enough to help. These fears stem from having a friend who almost attempted suicide and always feeling like I could have done more for her. I don’t want that to ever happen to anyone, because no one deserves to feel that kind of loneliness or self-loathing.
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